The title does make sense. I've learned that I'm getting less and less motivated to check this place anymore. Half the time I never have anything to put up because I'm getting more self-conscious about my half-assed sketches and I'm never drawing what I want to no matter how many times I say to myself, "Hey! I should so draw that!"
Now I'm sorta understanding why; I'm gaining an artistic inferiority complex. I know many artists have something like this, but not to the point where they're terrified to post ANYTHING. See, that's what I have.
No, I don't think I can fix this. I'm afraid I and those who still care enough to watch me will have to wait until I start going to art college so I can improve better in ways that I just can't do with self-teaching anymore.
So yeah, I am kinda bummed about that and my lack of interest in learning photoshop. I reeeaaally want to make pretty things, but that damn inferiority complex and lack of decent sources has made me avoid it like the plague, so I just stick to doodling unfinished crap for the sake of minor practice.
Hey, if I feel brave enough, you might just SEE some of it. Until now, just...go on and pretend I don't exist
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